Oh, hello, random panicky feeling.

What do YOU want?

I feel so very un-OK deep down inside of me. And I know what the solution is, and it's making me wig out, because I can't do anything about it!

This is supposed to help and make us focus, but all it's doing is distracting me. I wonder what it's doing on the other side.

p.s. My body is rebelling, too. ERK.

hello darkness, my old friend.
i've come to talk with you again.

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Used book sale = Me spending too much money, but ending up with gifts for several people and some poetry and Billie Holiday for myself. Good. I am content.

Today = Up and down, depressed, nauseous, depressed, cheerful, drawing jellies, getting compliments, feeling better. *shrug* Not the best day, and not the worst. It was okay, overall.

Fuck this.

It would be safer to shut down.

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I feel like I'm back where I was; I'm depressed again. And I can't make it stop.

Why must I "grow" all the time???

Oh. Not finished.

Just damaged goods.